Fights!

Ever wondered what caused it?

Bluek

Most of the time my day wold just end with a fight.I'm really sick of fighting and I can't believe me and Gladelyn are not friends anymore.It seemed like yesterday we were just hanging out together.Well,I guess things weren't meant to be between us.If u asked me whether I miss her,If I said no I would be lying.
Today is Gladelyn's birthday.Wish I could be apart of what the Chinese girls were planning at the back of the row.There's something that they really don't like about me.I hope someday they will find the courage to tell me cause I need the answer really badly.
I fought with Ejat today..I didn't start it.Really!Somehow my mouth needs to be shut and locked.

Today was the day

I had fun at school today.My 1st time writing at cc.Hehe....Almost all the boys in my class wanted some1 to sit with me today.At first it was Bong, than They forced Paul,than sean..But Paul was the worst.They brought his bag along.So mean..They all disturbed me in class I could hardly hear my name been stop saying 4 a minute.They called me BELACAN!Clinton even came to my desk and sayed "hey sexy" than he laughed at my reaction.(ewe)
Anyways,During lunch,I felt guilty I left Najwa in class and went with Gladelyn.This year school rowks..So many bumi's my wish came true.hehe.On the way somewhere during lunch me n Gladelyn met Kunyit than he suddenly ask me to go wit him to te canteen.So I went.I was behind him but I could see that he was checking on me every minute.he pretended to look left but I so knew he was checking on me.so when we reached thw canteen I went to buy the orange peel 4 Li PUNK.hehe.Than I went back to him.He took so long to decide what to eat because most of them were almost finish.I asked him why didn't he go there early,than he sayed he was sleeping at the hostel.(Our school has a hostel(RRSS))Pity him.He looked disappointed.Not long after that,Shafq showed up.He was wearing this really cool quicksilver shorts that looked so old school.It was nice.
Tonight I'm going 4 the tuition test..hehe.I hope I get good results.Finally I'm going 4 tuition.Since primary 6.

X'mas eve

I can't believe its x'mas eve.I'm so happy.I can't wait to open my presents.Its going to be fun.I hope I'm not to tired.
Some of the church members including me are performing have to performing tonight.I'm going to be doing the candle formation..Yepee..It could have been much more fun if none of the youths went 4 vacation.Fell so sad..I only talk allot to Fel.She got herself a new phone..I like it.And now we both have pink phones.hehe..Only hers is better.I can't wait till all the youths come back.And we can meet again at EYM.I love EYM.....I can't wait 4 Relentless 2.But I can wait 4 exams.I wonders how its going to be next year,In the PMR class...All alone.Not literally...Hopefully there are some transfer students.Well,Riam is Riam.Can't change that.
My school is strange. New transfered students, totally change when they are in my school.Its like they become badder or something.Is it the school or the Chinese?I really wish there was a bumi gang in my school.Its like I'm surrounded by Chinese.
Yesterday when we had practise,the coir were so supportive man.Especially JOY.Shes fun..Joy and Jeremy also modeled 4 us...they exchange sandals.hehe..So funny.
I'm afraid Miri will flood.It has been raining allot lately.I'm scared.
I hope I'll have fun tonight...we're going to put on make up......hehe

My weekend

I'm still trying to get whole of myself.I'm feeling to tired.But I know by the grace of God I will pull through this.Relentless was tirering.I still feel sleepy now.But I really enjoyed myself.Pr Daniel preached at our church on Sunday.I was surprised I didn't even feel like going anywhere during the service.That was a touching msg BTW.When I saw my best Friend the back of the service during the Relentless,God touched my heart.Not long ago I heard a voice asking me to tell Gladelyn not to be ashamed of me(God)So,I told her.I guessed It touched her for a little while.But as the days passed,I knew she would only remember it when I told her again.Not long after I heard that voice,I saw some kind of movie in my head where by I saw a pastor praying for her and she fell.I was an altar call.That was in EYM BDW.But when I open my eyes,the clothes that she was wearing didn't match the clothes that she was wearing that night.I seriously didn't understand it.(I didn't tell her about it)
There is a reason to why I wrote that little info down.
on the last night of Relentless,I went up for the altar call and it was about a clear vission or something.And God spoke to me again and he said "Don't worry".I think I'm still blur.I don't know what to but just trust in Him.

Sunday

Last nights EYM was great.I had fun.I can't believe I'm saying this but I kind off miss my bro coming to EYM.I was the last 1 to be sent home and when I reached home,I couldn't help but run to the toilet.I just had to let it go.Do u have any idea how many people there were in the van?And how many bumps did we go on?Dang!

My school food fair was on this morning.hehe..I had fun punching Kunyit but off course he punched back.I 4got Shafiqs DVD.Looks like he has to wait until next year.He says maybe he's moving to Lopeng next year...Its going to be so BORING without MR. Shafiq.Gladelyn was there too.Vinna and Celine wasn't in church because of that.All my classmates looked at me strangely when I passed the haunted class.Wonder Y.

Church was great.I did the LCD alone.I was so blur at the last song.After church I went for the Relentless practise 4 the LCD again.So many songs that I didn't know.But Vinna encouraged me.hehe.Gladelyn was there also.Seems like we can never be separated.

I don't know why I suddenly thought of Emil and Timothy.Every time I think of Emil or Tim,I would think of either one of them.I really really really miss them so so much.There were my primary school best friends(st jo).Timothy is in London,hopefully this is his last year...hehe..and Emil moved to Bintulu.I lost contact with them but they know my contacts.hopefully we will meet again.Someday.I didn't like to hang out with girls last time.But now I'm okay with it.

BDW,I ditched my basketball competition just for free time..hahahaha

Last day of school(finally)

Well,I didn't go to school again.I improved my grades man.I'm so proud of it.hehe...I kind of stole it from my teachers desk because there were at the hall and I was using my Relentless shirt and red pants while the rest used uniforms with their neck ties.

After my mom send my bro to school,we went to kill time because school starts at 8.Last year it was later.wish it was 9.After all we are like staying back until 3.Anyways,my mom showed me her old house b4 our present how.It was nice and it was next door to Celine's House.I was shocked when I saw her come out of the house.After all we were going to the same place.hehe

I miss Gladelyn so much larh.We both did better this term.We should celebrate....we earned it anyways.I don't think she misses me.I don't care.I will still miss her.Droped by my mom's school just now,laughed at how Ian said stuff.He's funny.

I like cleaning squids you know?Its kind of fun and smelly.If I found a fish in it,it would be my lucky day.hehe.Being naughty rocks!(but I know its wrong)