X'mas eve

I can't believe its x'mas eve.I'm so happy.I can't wait to open my presents.Its going to be fun.I hope I'm not to tired.
Some of the church members including me are performing have to performing tonight.I'm going to be doing the candle formation..Yepee..It could have been much more fun if none of the youths went 4 vacation.Fell so sad..I only talk allot to Fel.She got herself a new phone..I like it.And now we both have pink phones.hehe..Only hers is better.I can't wait till all the youths come back.And we can meet again at EYM.I love EYM.....I can't wait 4 Relentless 2.But I can wait 4 exams.I wonders how its going to be next year,In the PMR class...All alone.Not literally...Hopefully there are some transfer students.Well,Riam is Riam.Can't change that.
My school is strange. New transfered students, totally change when they are in my school.Its like they become badder or something.Is it the school or the Chinese?I really wish there was a bumi gang in my school.Its like I'm surrounded by Chinese.
Yesterday when we had practise,the coir were so supportive man.Especially JOY.Shes fun..Joy and Jeremy also modeled 4 us...they exchange sandals.hehe..So funny.
I'm afraid Miri will flood.It has been raining allot lately.I'm scared.
I hope I'll have fun tonight...we're going to put on make up......hehe

My weekend

I'm still trying to get whole of myself.I'm feeling to tired.But I know by the grace of God I will pull through this.Relentless was tirering.I still feel sleepy now.But I really enjoyed myself.Pr Daniel preached at our church on Sunday.I was surprised I didn't even feel like going anywhere during the service.That was a touching msg BTW.When I saw my best Friend the back of the service during the Relentless,God touched my heart.Not long ago I heard a voice asking me to tell Gladelyn not to be ashamed of me(God)So,I told her.I guessed It touched her for a little while.But as the days passed,I knew she would only remember it when I told her again.Not long after I heard that voice,I saw some kind of movie in my head where by I saw a pastor praying for her and she fell.I was an altar call.That was in EYM BDW.But when I open my eyes,the clothes that she was wearing didn't match the clothes that she was wearing that night.I seriously didn't understand it.(I didn't tell her about it)
There is a reason to why I wrote that little info down.
on the last night of Relentless,I went up for the altar call and it was about a clear vission or something.And God spoke to me again and he said "Don't worry".I think I'm still blur.I don't know what to but just trust in Him.

Sunday

Last nights EYM was great.I had fun.I can't believe I'm saying this but I kind off miss my bro coming to EYM.I was the last 1 to be sent home and when I reached home,I couldn't help but run to the toilet.I just had to let it go.Do u have any idea how many people there were in the van?And how many bumps did we go on?Dang!

My school food fair was on this morning.hehe..I had fun punching Kunyit but off course he punched back.I 4got Shafiqs DVD.Looks like he has to wait until next year.He says maybe he's moving to Lopeng next year...Its going to be so BORING without MR. Shafiq.Gladelyn was there too.Vinna and Celine wasn't in church because of that.All my classmates looked at me strangely when I passed the haunted class.Wonder Y.

Church was great.I did the LCD alone.I was so blur at the last song.After church I went for the Relentless practise 4 the LCD again.So many songs that I didn't know.But Vinna encouraged me.hehe.Gladelyn was there also.Seems like we can never be separated.

I don't know why I suddenly thought of Emil and Timothy.Every time I think of Emil or Tim,I would think of either one of them.I really really really miss them so so much.There were my primary school best friends(st jo).Timothy is in London,hopefully this is his last year...hehe..and Emil moved to Bintulu.I lost contact with them but they know my contacts.hopefully we will meet again.Someday.I didn't like to hang out with girls last time.But now I'm okay with it.

BDW,I ditched my basketball competition just for free time..hahahaha

Last day of school(finally)

Well,I didn't go to school again.I improved my grades man.I'm so proud of it.hehe...I kind of stole it from my teachers desk because there were at the hall and I was using my Relentless shirt and red pants while the rest used uniforms with their neck ties.

After my mom send my bro to school,we went to kill time because school starts at 8.Last year it was later.wish it was 9.After all we are like staying back until 3.Anyways,my mom showed me her old house b4 our present how.It was nice and it was next door to Celine's House.I was shocked when I saw her come out of the house.After all we were going to the same place.hehe

I miss Gladelyn so much larh.We both did better this term.We should celebrate....we earned it anyways.I don't think she misses me.I don't care.I will still miss her.Droped by my mom's school just now,laughed at how Ian said stuff.He's funny.

I like cleaning squids you know?Its kind of fun and smelly.If I found a fish in it,it would be my lucky day.hehe.Being naughty rocks!(but I know its wrong)

Without Gladelyn and Najwa

Today I was like so bored in school.I thought today was suppose to be the report card giving day..it turned out to be tomorrow.If I knew earlier I would have written this blog earlier.shesh...School is making me pissed.Unlike Jessica,I'm not missing my friends at all.I can see Gladelyn any time I want..hahaha.

Justnow we did the stupid prize giving ceremony rehersal just because George Chan is coming.Why does he have to come anyways.Why don't he become a student instead so that he knows how I feel going to school 4 nothing and the class making really laud noises like monkeys when the teacher is teaching.

I was alone with Shafiq justnow.Thank God Shafiq came.We even wore the same outfit.haha..Its not the school uniform,If its what you think.I was u sing the class t-shirt with white shorts..he was using the same thing..haha.It wasn't even planed.

I was sad when I heard my brothers UPSR results.I thought he could do better.But I trust him when he said he did his best.I still remember when I knew my results.I'm not going to tell u what is it.I was so so depressed.I may look okey from the outside,but in the inside,I was dying.But I got over it eventually.I'm sure he will.He's feeling more pressure because people are asking him and he doesn't know how to answer them.Pitty him.I know he will do better in PMR.Its my turn next year..ARGHHHHH!

Lastnight we had our practise for RELENTLESS.It was great.But I was really tired.

I also apologized to Fidelia because I felt like it.I'm feeling guilty because even I cannot believe I called my bestfriend a bitch just because she left me for another friend.hehe..But she said I didn't do anything wrong.I guess it okey between us.hehe.

Missed school

Muahahaha....

I didn't go to school today.I'm like so so naughty.I bet my friends won't care/they just act like they care by calling.I wonder what they are doing rite now.The last time I didn't go to school,my class teacher SMS my mom and told her I should be in school,then she said that I didn't want to come to cause the class had issues.Love my mom.To tell you the truth,the class is like racist or something.they barely talk to me.Some of them.Until today..Just because I'm not Chinese and not from SRI MAWAR!What do I care anyways.I have my own life to worry about.I look kind off good in the class pic this year.aren't like last year.Sean made the same pose again.

I'm so close to a vacation of worries and exams.I hope my results are good.At least better than last semester.The BIG exam^PMR^ is next year and my dad is asking me to study already.I really want to make my parents proud.(song:Welcome home by Brian Littrell)LIsten to it.I think I'm going to go to KL this year.

I can't wait 4 RELENTLESS also.hehe..I bet its going to be so much fun.

I'm so sick of having a more than friend realationship with my friends.I am so going to stay single until I'm old enough.The hard thing is the saying NO part.They just won't take NO for an answer.Thas y i make it last 4 2-5 days.I really feel like somethings wrong.I don't love them,I just don't want to break thier hearts.But I figure that I will hurt them more like that.So,what the heck.

Today

It is so unfair!Almost all my friends get not to go to school anymore.All I did at school just now was mix paint 4 Najwa,Gladelyn n Shafiq.Then it got worst when they thought that Shafiq n me were together.Just because this is a free country.It was actually because shafiq held my hand to do the inai thing.SHesh...It went on n on until 12p.m.I went home earlier newaes.Who cares..Shafiq n me has been friends since 12.I think..So what if he holds my hand 4 a good reason..urh.To tell u the truth,I use to have allot of friends...But now,I'm stuck with 3(in school).Its okey anyways.What the heck..its not like they are my only friends.I think me and Fify are okey now.My school brought the cultural dance group 4 a treat a Pizza Hut.We had fun.We had 3 refills of pepsi,2 large n 1 medium,16 slices of garlic bread n some prawn fritters.
Too bad the Chinese girls weren't invited...muahahahahaha

I aint going to school until next year(Depends on my mood)I'm really angry with them.Seriously now!School is 100% sucking rite now.Especially now.

I have no idea of what to write.BDW,Kenaidy showed me some songs.It was fun.The songs were good too.He ask me bout my blog but after I read it I changed my mind bout showing it to him.I hope he's not doing anything in his power to look 4 it.Mostly,my old blogs are bout the Holiday camp Kenaidy, and other personal stuff u don't need to know.(deleted it just now)

That's bout all that happened/....